Ready to fly

I say I want to fly but am I really ready to let go of old assumptions and beliefs that have kept me safe for so many years?  It is a constant struggle for me to let go of the illusion of control.  I find myself in the endless cycle of getting something new and letting go of something old ... and the worst part is the judgement that this isn't normal. In reality it is very normal, and more than normal, it's natural. It is how nature works... and it seems to me that nature gets something.  So the question becomes, do you want to fly?